"Goodnight"
[VERSE 1]
Look, I
Look, I.. always talk about the top cause I'm tired of the bottom
Yeah, I'm tired of when I'm stressing, always reach for the bottle
And how I always roll another, that's been always the motto
Shit used to fill me up with joy but now that feeling is hollow
Try not to let it get to me, gets better tomorrow
But it's been a long week, I start to drown in my sorrow
Try to swim, looking for strength, who's got some strength I could borrow
Can't let em see me showing weakness, cause they see and they follow
My sisters looking up to me to take the role of a model
With anything they need, I told em with whatever, I got em
Feel my problems will be gone if I just hit the lotto
As if my problems disappear at the sight of a dollar
But It's deeper than that, I just keep my foot on the throttle
Anything to rise above, I do whatever I got to
But I'm tired of this shit, feels like I keep losing the battles
I never been the type to quit, so why it feels like I'm bout to? Damn
[HOOK]
I try to see the good but I'm losing my sight
When will it end, I'm going through it again
And I had a bad day, can I have a good night
Can I have a good night
Can I have a good night
Can I have a good night
When will it end, I'm going through it again
And I had a bad day, can I have a good night
[VERSE 2]
Remind myself over and over again, every night, to focus what's important
I'm losing sight, I close my eyes, hoping for some happy dreams and nightmares to be gone by the morning
This life be funny, don't it
Got the Glock fully loaded
Aim at the man in the mirror, cause that's my only opponent
With this pen, I'm a poet, breaking free from his cage
Down bad, if you ain't noticed, it's prolly cause I don't show it
Caught between being heroic and I need to be saved
Feel I'm on the curb with my cup out, I just need me some change
Killing the pain but always wake up feeling the same
Don't ask me why I pop these pills, that's how I'm sleeping these days
Cause if I don't man, these voices always lead me astray
I felt this way for too long but still the feeling is strange
That's just the game of life man, how long we willing to play
Too much to ask for a good night with what I'm dealing with today? damn
[HOOK]
I try to see the good but I'm losing my sight
When will it end, I'm going through it again
And I had a bad day, can I have a good night
Can I have a good night
Can I have a good night
Can I have a good night
When will it end, I'm going through it again
And I had a bad day, can I have a good night
[OUTRO]
I'm losing the fight
I had a bad day, can I have a good night
Close my eyes
I'm losing the fight
I had a bad day, can I have a good night